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And then, one day it clicked. I don't know what exactly caused it but it was as if the light had been turned on, I suddenly understood the program that I'd just
by cubicle67 16y ago
And then, one day it clicked. I don't know what exactly caused it but it was as if the light had been turned on, I suddenly understood the program that I'd just typed in and* all the ones that I'd been typing in before it. And the next program I typed in was one that I came up with, not one from the exercises*
That's exactly what happened to me, and you're the first person I've ever seen express it.
I was about 10/11 at the time with a Vic20. I spent quite some time with nothing really making sense. No specific memories, just that I didn't really get it and was close to getting bored with the whole thing. My next memory is that suddenly, I got it. One minute I understood nothing, then it all made sense. Some window opened in my mind and understanding flooded through, an experience I can't explain and have never had since.
Here's how my story differs though - Once I was midway through high school I became embarrassed by my affinity with computers. Bit of a social stigma I spent the next 15 years trying to avoid, working all sorts of different jobs trying to fit in somewhere. It wasn't until I ticked over 30 that I was able to admit it (writing code) was the one thing I kept coming back to; the drug I'd been addicted to for the last almost 20 years, but tried to hide from.
And now here I am, almost 40 and I've just got myself a cofounder, we've registered a company and I've spent what's been (so my wife says) a lovely Sunday sweating in the hottest room of the house (the study) working on the beginnings of a new life. And I can't think of anything I'd rather be doing. Sad, isn't it :)
- mgkimsal 16y agoNot sad at all (that you're working right now). Sad perhaps that you tried to avoid computers for so long. I wonder what people like us would have done in BC times ("Before Computers"). I doubt pure algorithmic math work or sciencey research really would have cut the mustard for me.
- Stwerner 16y agoA friend and I had a conversation about this phenomenon a while back that he called a 'matrix moment' - referencing Neo's "Whoah, I know Kung Fu!" line. We both had similar experiences as we learned to program, the most vivid one being OOP - it went from practically no understanding to all of a sudden being completely able to understand what and why.
- joelhaasnoot 16y agoAs a college student, I unfortunately see too many other students who don't "see it". There's something about visualizing code and algorithms that is very powerful but some people just don't see. I don't like math, but I can see counters, for loops and data structures working together to create simple yet powerful stuff. I think ny matrix moment was somewhere when I figured out PHP's include function and how to use OO to put everything away nicely in a different file, abstracting it out.