I think you should consider reading this book http://www.buddhanet.net/pdf_file/mahasit1.pdf http://www.buddhanet.net/pdf_file/mahasit1.pdf and/or listen to t

I think you should consider reading this book http://www.buddhanet.net/pdf_file/mahasit1.pdf http://www.buddhanet.net/pdf_file/mahasit1.pdf and/or listen to these talks https://www.amaravati.org/series/the-collected-teachings-of-ajahn-chah/ https://www.amaravati.org/series/the-collected-teachings-of-... or anything from within this realm. Personally I believe there is cure and way out of suffering only in meditation. But don't believe me - try it out.