One thing i'd like to post here: I started talking ritalin when i tried a degree again with ~22?) and it was day and night to the same year before: My metal w

One thing i'd like to post here: I started talking ritalin when i tried a degree again with ~22?) and it was day and night to the same year before: My metal wall of starting/doing was gone. I'm still struggling with even talking ritalin regularly and there are downsides to it, but i do have the feeling that it is something which helps, something i actually really should talk regularly. Its like 'i don't need glasses' 'holy shit how was i able to walk around without glasses?' 'Oh no wonder why i had to sit at thefirst row while everyone else had no issue at all reading' 'how did that go so bad suddenly?'