Read up on the imposter syndrome. The fact that you're actively trying to work on open source means you're already ahead of the pack. I'd say keep trying and en

Read up on the imposter syndrome. The fact that you're actively trying to work on open source means you're already ahead of the pack. I'd say keep trying and engage with others that are active on the same projects and you'll eventually be able to fill in the gaps. tldr; don't give up.