Take a step back and look at it on a meta-level. What purpose is that feeling of inadequacy serving? Who are you helping by making yourself miserable? Life isn

Take a step back and look at it on a meta-level. What purpose is that feeling of inadequacy serving? Who are you helping by making yourself miserable? Life isn't about accomplishments, accomplishments are just one aspect of life. And by getting a degree and starting a career in a high-tier field, you already have things to be proud of. Happiness cannot be reduced to a checklist. Ask yourself: if there were nobody to compare yourself to, if there were no awards or scores or accolades in the world, what would you want to be doing, right now? And then chase that feeling.