Did that for 3 years too, and im burned out, and you know whats funny? Spent most of the money trying to triage a back issue no one could solve. My back gets b

Did that for 3 years too, and im burned out, and you know whats funny? Spent most of the money trying to triage a back issue no one could solve. My back gets better when i dont go to work, bitter, right? Im not even old yet, and i have no idea what to do. Something inside is screaming “no.” And it feels hopeless