By reading your post it seems like you like to read and that’s all. It doesn’t seem like you want to create any sort of output. I am sure that’s not you, but t

By reading your post it seems like you like to read and that’s all. It doesn’t seem like you want to create any sort of output. I am sure that’s not you, but that’s how you paint yourself which is in alignment with your own assessment of your communication skills. It is going to be very hard to get any sort of job if you portray yourself as not wanting to do any job, because in theory, all jobs need to product some output which you don’t seem to like. I would encourage you to think about how you can add value to any company and look for positions related to your interest because even if you don’t have to deliver a working solution you will still have to produce something if you want to be employed.