Sorry it's been a rough time. Losses you describe are stressful and painful - take care of yourself, exercise, lean on those close to you, and keep talking. We

Sorry it's been a rough time. Losses you describe are stressful and painful - take care of yourself, exercise, lean on those close to you, and keep talking. We're all different, but I'm exponentially more efficient and creative when I can find a balance and take time to sharpen the saw. We're humans - we tend to need or at least enjoy other humans. Good on you, hang in there.