Hey, thanks for your reply i made a lot of contacts through exhibitions, meet-ups and even some customers i became friends with. I have had many "internet frie

Hey, thanks for your reply i made a lot of contacts through exhibitions, meet-ups and even some customers i became friends with. I have had many "internet friends" before, but once i disconnect, all of them disappear i realised, i crave even more attention, because of the lack of the fear of remaining alone made me needy, hopeless, miserable i'm not a member of any offline private clubs, however i have my own community and we get together once a year in Moscow and St. Petersburg even after we've met, i never feel happy afterwards, because i know i will be getting back home into loneliness... i feel very powerless about it sorry to disappoint you with my grammar and writing style. I will take that into account. Can you suggest any books or articles to read? thank you very much