I remember in college, there was a point while learning scheme where I felt like a cracked through to another reality. I went from feeling like "eh I can finish

I remember in college, there was a point while learning scheme where I felt like a cracked through to another reality. I went from feeling like "eh I can finish this assignment" to "holy shit, I can build _anything_". I've never written lisp professionally, but every few years I try to get back to it to see if the feeling is still there -- only to get pulled away from the endeavor by life stuff before I can dig the same depth.