That is the fucked thing about cancer. It is never over. Even if you come up clean in a PET it is always still there. Lingering. Forever.. The mental game afte

That is the fucked thing about cancer. It is never over. Even if you come up clean in a PET it is always still there. Lingering. Forever.. The mental game after you recover is nearly as bad as the actual treatment. When I was between scans I did fuck-all because I could be dead in a month so I will just watch reruns of "Come Dine With Me".