> I can't help but wonder where I would be now if I had focus from the last 5 years instead of chasing 'whatever excited me'. The best time to plant a tree is

> I can't help but wonder where I would be now if I had focus from the last 5 years instead of chasing 'whatever excited me'. The best time to plant a tree is 20 years ago. The next best time is now. Stop wondering about what might have been and start thinking about what can be! So long as you have your health, the future brims with possibilities. If now is the time for focused attention on hard things, then make the time for that, focus, and improve your abilities. Judging by some of your past comments, you have successfully reinvented yourself before. You're smart and experienced. Have fun with uncertainty and try to find adventure in your life once again. (I know you didn't ask for this advice—truth be told, I think it's advice I'm giving myself, because I too find myself at a crossroads. Good luck!)