I'd recommend not trying to enjoy it anymore, and instead focus on the subject of what you're working on. Once you accept that coding arbitrary stuff just isn't

I'd recommend not trying to enjoy it anymore, and instead focus on the subject of what you're working on. Once you accept that coding arbitrary stuff just isn't inherently that interesting, you can use it as the tool it is and find something more interesting to work on. I've long since given up trying to understand all facets of my current js stack, and pick it up as necessary. I direct my interest to specific hard tasks and maintain a distance from really caring about the tools. I used to give a shit about HTML semantics and other language syntax bs that doesn't matter, and now I focus on the problem because those things barely matter.