I'm in my thirties and had unresolved medical issues for a decade. And in that time experienced much of our health system including visiting psychologists and t

I'm in my thirties and had unresolved medical issues for a decade. And in that time experienced much of our health system including visiting psychologists and taking antidepressants. And nothing really helped. The only thing that happened is that I learned to live with it. The only constant in all is an allergy and a cyst causing constant swelling and inflammation. The technical appearance of this, and lab results, never looks very bad, and doctors are quick to discard the cyst as a source of my problems. I'm at the end of my wits, and my mind and body are deteriorating further and I find it hard to muster up the energy to try and resolve this with ever more visits to doctors. My physicians are not concerned enough to try and resolve this quickly, because I still appear fine. I can function normally for a while. But working 9-5 and having a life is honestly above my limit. I don't dare press the issue too much because doctors are quick to jump to psychological-issues-are-the-source (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Somatic_symptom_disorder https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Somatic_symptom_disorder) . Physician visits and different things are spaced so widely that a lot of times passes, and I'm still supposed to wait longer and go step-by-step. After all this time, and a lot chasing ideas and trying out smaller remedies, I arrived at the conclusion/idea that it was the cyst and the inflammation and possibly recurrent colonisation with bacertia from it all along. The cyst that I was told was not an issue. It's a miracle that I founded and still have a family. I appreciate all the good things I received and achieved, but honest to god large parts of the way were miserable, and I'm afraid to find out that it's not going to get better. P.S.: Sorry for venting