Had the pleasure of working at a company like this. Don't rewrite, don't you do refactor, and a proxy? How do you even spell that? The end result was me losing

Had the pleasure of working at a company like this. Don't rewrite, don't you do refactor, and a proxy? How do you even spell that? The end result was me losing my "mojo" after a year of producing effectively nothing. I'm back together now but my god it's a terrifying feeling when you've been programming for over ten years and one day you can't make the code flow out of your hands anymore.