And yet normal people can still act narcissistically at times, and can do this more or less often at different stages of life or in different circumstances. Th

And yet normal people can still act narcissistically at times, and can do this more or less often at different stages of life or in different circumstances. The OP could very well be a person just realizing that they want to focus more on others and this is a completely normal stage of life that different experiences or perspectives can help with.