This ends poorly I feel. Having the intent to improve often destroys the process itself. It's very subtle and case-by-case, but a bit of leisure and leeway wit

This ends poorly I feel. Having the intent to improve often destroys the process itself. It's very subtle and case-by-case, but a bit of leisure and leeway with work is good. I do like monitoring myself, but only if I am kind of just enjoying it? Not really trying to "improve" per se.