“... two separate cases of sexual assault, and the passing of my mother.” First of all I’m very sorry!!! I think that you could benefit a lot from a profession

“... two separate cases of sexual assault, and the passing of my mother.” First of all I’m very sorry!!! I think that you could benefit a lot from a professional to help you heal from this. If you are up to it perhaps pursuing legal action to get justice might help. When I lost my dad I got very numb and it was only a bunch of time and counseling that helped me recognize that and reconnect.