I think you did not get what ngom said here correctly. I got the feeling that he suggests travelling around the country, walking in nature, running a sustainabl

I think you did not get what ngom said here correctly. I got the feeling that he suggests travelling around the country, walking in nature, running a sustainable startup is not mediocre at all; they are all rare and outstanding activities not many people really do. To me it seems like you have a Mastermind personality (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/INTJ http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/INTJ), one which is pretty hard to deal with. Execute your plans, not your imagination.