Reading your words almost terrified me. Just as my brain projected my thoughts onto the wall. I consider myself an intelligent person, with plenty of time on my

Reading your words almost terrified me. Just as my brain projected my thoughts onto the wall. I consider myself an intelligent person, with plenty of time on my hands, yet I don't find a thing I could passionately do. I have a girlfriend for 4 years (I'm 20), I know programming languages, have a couple startup ideas. But nothing outstanding to love. Not sure how many people are in the world like me or us. I'd like to know how they cope.