Hi. I agree with some of the others that you sound depressed as well as burnt-out. I've also seen that you have few encumberments. What I'd suggest is learning

Hi. I agree with some of the others that you sound depressed as well as burnt-out. I've also seen that you have few encumberments. What I'd suggest is learning to surf the ocean. I don't do it personally, but a lot of my good friends are surfers from Victoria in Australia. There is a good perspective amongst surfers. They may wonder who the fuck you are at first, but once you've wormed your way into their scene, they are most welcoming. Good luck... you need to chill out, have some wild parties and come back refreshed.