I struggle with a few things, and probably some things from your list, but no diagnoses yet. One thing that always goes through my head is just feeling like so

I struggle with a few things, and probably some things from your list, but no diagnoses yet. One thing that always goes through my head is just feeling like society is made for a model of human that just isn't me. There's a society out there that would suit me great, but I missed the boat on that. It was probably in the distant past before things got big, noisy, and complicated.