So are you wasting your existing time available for a chance at extending your life to do what? Work even more to extend even more? This dilemma always reminds

So are you wasting your existing time available for a chance at extending your life to do what? Work even more to extend even more? This dilemma always reminds me of Dunbar from Catch 22 https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/496826-dunbar-loved-shooting-skeet-because-he-hated-every-minute-of https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/496826-dunbar-loved-shootin... Personally I'm most happy about the fact that life ends at some point. Whatever I do, whether I waste my life (whatever that meant) or live it "meaningfully", at one point it wont matter any more. Don't get me wrong, I like my life more or less and try to live it "meaningfully" but constantly thinking about whether I'm doing the right thing at the moment and what will happen "in the future" is quite tiring.