I actually find it's the reverse of this for me. I'd almost rather be forced to lose weight at this point because then I think I'd have a better chance at accom

I actually find it's the reverse of this for me. I'd almost rather be forced to lose weight at this point because then I think I'd have a better chance at accomplishing it. Trust me when I say I want to lose weight but have started to succeed multiple times only to eventually fail in my internal battle of will