My wife can testify that me saying "marg bar balesh" (death to pillow) every night does not mean that I want to stab my pillow to death, rather that it hurts my

My wife can testify that me saying "marg bar balesh" (death to pillow) every night does not mean that I want to stab my pillow to death, rather that it hurts my neck(+) when I use a soft pillow in bed. + Fortunately, with a new hard medical pillow I feel much better nowadays.