> Sure, I can eat shrooms and feel better, but I'm too happy and mellow to get anything done. That should tell you about the true nature of your motivation. I

> Sure, I can eat shrooms and feel better, but I'm too happy and mellow to get anything done. That should tell you about the true nature of your motivation. If you are only productive when you are unhappy, it likely means that you are trying to motivate yourself with negative thoughts and judging and compulsive feelings, it means you do productive things while using a stick to constantly keep yourself in fear of hitting yourself with it if you're not productive. If anything, this is the message the mushrooms are trying to tell you. But it is still up to you to change your patterns in response to that message.