I don't normally share these things, but I stumbled onto this video last night: The Ultimate Steak Sandwich - Gordon Ramsay https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jw

I don't normally share these things, but I stumbled onto this video last night: The Ultimate Steak Sandwich - Gordon Ramsay https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jwu2y9x5OlM https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jwu2y9x5OlM He adds a bit of nuance to every single step of the process. I found myself wowing repeatedly. I even had an existential crisis about it briefly as I realized that I don't love anything as much as he loves cooking. I used to love programming, but now practically hate it as often as not. I don't know how to reconnect with that kind of love and meaning in my life anymore. I sincerely don't want to do anything that society tells me to do. My days are planned around coping and avoidance. Without hope, I lack passion. Without passion, I lack focus. Without focus, I lack a means of income. Seriously, I'm stuck paralyzed at step one and have been for over 6 months. If you aren't paralyzed with doubt, great! Be thankful for that and pay it forward. Hope this video inspires someone.