Fear of failure? If you never finish the project, you can always think / say what it could be. If you actually make it, then you have a chance to fail. I'd say

Fear of failure? If you never finish the project, you can always think / say what it could be. If you actually make it, then you have a chance to fail. I'd say write 1 of the many features your trying to work on. It could be because you're overwhelmed with the whole project. Also, it seems like you have a "sheep" mentality rather than a "wolf" mentality (when your employers asked you to make an app but wont make one for yourself). If you can recognize it, you can most likely change it.