On the contrary :) They are converting me into a quasi permanent staff (until Nov 2020) with full benefits, so not too bad. Things will pick up in January. I sh

On the contrary :) They are converting me into a quasi permanent staff (until Nov 2020) with full benefits, so not too bad. Things will pick up in January. I should clarify that this is a healthy state bureaucracy I'm a part of, so I'm not worried about losing my job. I'm just worried about losing my time; waking up 5 years later in the same position terrifies the shit out of me.