A couple of points: 1) Do not compare you, after a month, with people who have been there years. It will take time, you will get there. 2) So what if you're

A couple of points: 1) Do not compare you, after a month, with people who have been there years. It will take time, you will get there. 2) So what if you're in-between? That's your unique selling point. Embrace, don't discard it. There's a place for you in your company, and in the world in general. Just like there's a place for the coder who turns coke into code, and the marketing exec who talks to customers. You are not a failure. Look up imposter syndrome too. You're suffering it.