I suggest you try taking a class at a local college. Having to actually show up will keep you interested and help you finish. I would also look at career advice

I suggest you try taking a class at a local college. Having to actually show up will keep you interested and help you finish. I would also look at career advice to help you plan your future. Your anxiety is partially cause by not knowing your future. Sit down with a career professional and life coach to plan your future and how to get there.