> Quite nightmarish, if you think about it. Your comment assumes a positive change is impossible. I almost killed myself when I was in high school but decided

> Quite nightmarish, if you think about it. Your comment assumes a positive change is impossible. I almost killed myself when I was in high school but decided not to because I didn't want to hurt my family. That bought me enough time to get things straightened out and now I am very thankful to be here.