It must be hard to be someone like him. Always chasing the original high that made him famous, the enormous pressure to succeed must be nauseating. Instead of

It must be hard to be someone like him. Always chasing the original high that made him famous, the enormous pressure to succeed must be nauseating. Instead of retiring and relaxing and looking back on an impactful and lucky career, it says something about how powerful the original emotions were that led him to his current point. He will do anything to get back to that state, that place in time, even sacrifice what are supposed to be the good years of his life stuck behind a screen.