I didn’t mention this in my original post and I kinda wish I did now, seeing the replies. I am American. I grew up in Texas and generally feel at home with oth

I didn’t mention this in my original post and I kinda wish I did now, seeing the replies. I am American. I grew up in Texas and generally feel at home with other Americans (to a degree, politics is weird). At times in my life I’ve thought about moving back to the US and I still thought that it was easier to pay the quality of life costs of being a foreigner in other countries (being half illiterate and having a hard time with banking and real estate) rather than deal with the quality of life gap in the US. My life would not be bad in America, but I feel like it would be less comfortable. In the future the feeling of belongingness might outweigh this, but right now that’s not the case, and it makes me sad