It's possible you didn't find the right kind of therapist. My first therapist made me hate therapy and I felt exactly as you did, like they were paid to care bu

It's possible you didn't find the right kind of therapist. My first therapist made me hate therapy and I felt exactly as you did, like they were paid to care but didn't actually. My next therapist was very matter of fact and his style worked with my way of thinking well - the illness in question was a problem with moving parts that he helped me to identify and fix rather than emotional issue. I can't say that you need the same things as me but I hope you find might find the time and head space to try again.