First, you are probably not so terrible as you think. Impostor syndrome is very common, everyone gets it at some point. Just work hard, apply yourself. Everyone

First, you are probably not so terrible as you think. Impostor syndrome is very common, everyone gets it at some point. Just work hard, apply yourself. Everyone else is just doing their best. I have 25 years as a dev and I've felt out of my depth, didn't know what I was doing many times.