I can't decide if I want to be analyzed or not - on the one hand, I feel like the expectations that are put on me are often ridiculously unrealistic, so it'd be

I can't decide if I want to be analyzed or not - on the one hand, I feel like the expectations that are put on me are often ridiculously unrealistic, so it'd be nice if there was some analysis that suggested so. On the other hand, I'd hate to find out that I'm just not that good compared to contemporaries...