I am going to sound like an idiot but why May 2020 ? Do you know you will be alive then ? Why not start today ? What is stopping you today ? There is never a go

I am going to sound like an idiot but why May 2020 ? Do you know you will be alive then ? Why not start today ? What is stopping you today ? There is never a good time to do anything tough. I say start now, start today. Even if you do it on the side. Sorry I don't have ideas for you but thought to comment about your very interesting timeline.