> First, it was a massive waste of those 2 human's intellect This is usually the reality and it's nothing to be ashamed about. At work, do what you're paid to

> First, it was a massive waste of those 2 human's intellect This is usually the reality and it's nothing to be ashamed about. At work, do what you're paid to do. In your free time, pursue interests (literally, things that are interesting to you).