I'm really sorry that you are going through this, best of luck. My only advice is to not avoid the tough questions things like this bring up in your mind. Our c

I'm really sorry that you are going through this, best of luck. My only advice is to not avoid the tough questions things like this bring up in your mind. Our culture makes it very easy to go through your whole life without ever thinking about the "big" questions. Taking the opportunity to do some soul-searching could bring something positive out of a really horrible situation.