Get some mushrooms, everything else is going to be more risky and a lot more like a hard drug use situation experientially. You can grind up mushrooms and stee

Get some mushrooms, everything else is going to be more risky and a lot more like a hard drug use situation experientially. You can grind up mushrooms and steep them like a tea, or just eat them as-is. It's nothing like using drugs, more like consuming a food that has an odd effect then just goes away once it's passed through. Also, start small, it's useful for acclimating to the whole experience. And you might find what you're looking for without even taking a full psychedelic dose. Microdosing shrooms is still quite active, much like drinking a cup of coffee is.