I think I am going to seek professional counseling as many of you have recommended. Great idea. Just don't go to anyone who can prescribe you pills. For me it

I think I am going to seek professional counseling as many of you have recommended. Great idea. Just don't go to anyone who can prescribe you pills. For me it is technology, it is learning and it is applying. Well put. But here is what keeps me up at night: as the tiny fraction of humanity's population lucky enough to be born in the right place at the right time, we have more ways of "applying ourselves" than the vast majority of people ever born has. How do we figure out what the best way of applying ourselves is? Is it grad school, or startups? If it's teaching inner city high school, why not rural India?