I'm sorry about these experiences. I also experienced a mix of bullying that became worse as I became an adult. I would caution you about your conclusion that

I'm sorry about these experiences. I also experienced a mix of bullying that became worse as I became an adult. I would caution you about your conclusion that it is the weak who get bullied. While this may be true many times, it is certainly not universal. Korolev is perhaps the greatest engineer of the 20th century and he was bullied nearly to death... As an adult.