I'm not currently doing it as I'm unemployed and at my age (near 40) cannot find something else without previous experience. edit: obviously my impostor syndro

I'm not currently doing it as I'm unemployed and at my age (near 40) cannot find something else without previous experience. edit: obviously my impostor syndrome kicks in lately due to countless factors and I self-sabotage with every interview out there lol. I just want to go back in time and slap me in the face for choosing this career -_- I don't want to spend the rest of my life in front of a screen.