I say this with best intentions and based on seeing similar patterns among a lot of my friends and myself: you seem to be in the very early stages of a burn-out

I say this with best intentions and based on seeing similar patterns among a lot of my friends and myself: you seem to be in the very early stages of a burn-out. Take some time to relax, maybe see a therapist, exercise (if you don't right now), and hang out more with friends and family. Best of luck :)