Thanks. It turns out it can be used as a verb: - (verb, transitive) To make bored or listless; to weary. But it doesn't quite capture what I mean. It's not me

Thanks. It turns out it can be used as a verb: - (verb, transitive) To make bored or listless; to weary. But it doesn't quite capture what I mean. It's not merely that we're boring ourselves by some particular activity, but by deciding that reality itself is boring.