I know credit card processors are hostile to "adult content", but as a human being with a sexuality that's part of who I am, I'm saddened that even "literature"

I know credit card processors are hostile to "adult content", but as a human being with a sexuality that's part of who I am, I'm saddened that even "literature" related to sexuality is banned. The grant says it's seeking "makers of all stripes: webdevs, game developers, bloggers, photographers, musicians, journalists, filmmakers, writers, podcasters, software developers, and more"[1] But Coil forbids "Pornography and other obscene materials (including literature, imagery and other media) depicting nudity or explicitly sexual acts; sites offering any sexually-related services such as prostitution, escorts, adult pay-per view, adult live chat features; sexually oriented items (e.g., adult toys); adult video stores and sexually oriented massage parlors; gentleman’s clubs, topless bars, and strip clubs; and sexually oriented dating services."[2] [1] https://www.grantfortheweb.org/ https://www.grantfortheweb.org/ [2] https://coil.com/terms https://coil.com/terms