Not sure if citruscomputing is referring to this, but Death/Bad Girl from Thank You by Black Dresses has that lyric. It’s towards the end: “i didn't even know

Not sure if citruscomputing is referring to this, but Death/Bad Girl from Thank You by Black Dresses has that lyric. It’s towards the end: “i didn't even know what i was going thru until like, a year ago and now it's everything this place is designed to kill us and make us think it's our fault”