Honestly I'm not. I haven't had a job in 5 years, due in part to relocating for my partner, family health problems, and then my own health problems. I've deve

Honestly I'm not. I haven't had a job in 5 years, due in part to relocating for my partner, family health problems, and then my own health problems. I've developed a bad anxiety problem, due in part to the shitty job experiences, which has been amplified due to my own health issues. To top it off, tech work generally leaves me unfulfilled. I don't want to work on another CRM, build another website, or fix another damned computer. I want to do work that matters, work that is new and innovative. I'm tired of not making money. Finally, I am sick and tired of all the bad luck I seem to have. I'm on the wrong side of the success bell curve and I don't like being here one bit.