I think it's fine to feel the way you do. It's impossible not to have negative emotions sometimes, unhealthy even if you don't get the lows. I try not to let i

I think it's fine to feel the way you do. It's impossible not to have negative emotions sometimes, unhealthy even if you don't get the lows. I try not to let it ruin the highs for me, the good moments only happen so often. I'm sorry you didn't feel as if psychiatric care is not invested in who "you" are. It takes not only an observant person, but also somebody who is compatible in a psychological and conversational way. In a round about way, I've found the best cure for the desire to be understood, is to actually take time and understand others. It is rare if not impossible to find somebody who 'fully understands me', but sometimes you can find that you and somebody else understands another in small but meaningful ways.